Why can’t individuals identical to, cease peopling for a fuckin second? This shit is getting so fucking outdated. Like why the fuck can’t males preserve their fingers to themselves? The most recent to come back beneath fireplace is Anaiah Rasheed Muhammad, the vocalist of the Black powerviolence band Zulu. A earlier accomplice of his named Simpson, alleges Muhammad abused her in addition to a number of different musicians and even individuals from his mosque, which is the antithesis of what the band’s feminist, revolutionary and politically-driven message is all about within the first fuckin place.
Simpson’s allegations embrace him kicking, punching, and choking her on a number of events, in addition to harassment from a number of the different members of the band in addition to others in Muhammad’s life. There’s far more than that, of which you’ll learn within the lengthy put up Simpson made on the matter beneath.
“I’m selecting to make my very own experiences and this data publicly recognized now for the sake of my psychological and emotional well being, to liberate myself from the ache and burden of struggling in silence, to warn others, and hopefully to enact some form of change surrounding this man.
“Every part detailed right here is of my expertise apart from when in any other case famous, revealed to me by trusted sources who’ve been victims of this man, witnesses to his abuse, or each. I do know these accounts to be assuredly true and I don’t intend to talk for or over anybody else and their identities will proceed to stay personal presently.
I’m echoing a number of sentiments as effectively relating to justice and accountability from a pal whose therapeutic journey has been extremely useful in having the ability to determine and course of my very own experiences, and their openness in their very own state of affairs has been capable of present others with assist and closure.
“Since transferring in with Anaiah a yr in the past, the character of our relationship rapidly reworked and mutated to a violent one. Beginning as punching and kicking beneath the guise of “tough housing” that would depart total sides of my physique battered and bruised and tough to maneuver, which set the stage for continued grooming to see what I’d be capable of tolerate. In April of final yr we had an encounter that was initially consensual which resulted in me being so traumatized, I used to be gaslit by him into pondering I used to be on my interval till I used to be capable of go to a healthcare supplier after a subsequent encounter the place he choked me so arduous it left an enormous bruise close to my neck all the way down to a part of my collarbone, and I knew after exhibiting it to somebody I wanted to hunt assist.
“I communicated with associates about this, asking what to do, if this was bizarre, and spent a while in denial about how harmful this case really was. I did all of the issues he needed to do, I frolicked the place he preferred and together with his associates, and he might management the individuals I used to be round.
“Understanding one thing was deeply, deeply fallacious, I started sharing my expertise and emotions with individuals who might know of another person harmed by Anaiah, and I uncovered an in depth, horrifying sample of abuse I used to be the newest sufferer in.
A few of their abuse befell additionally in the identical house we had been dwelling in collectively. Different victims together with however not restricted to different musicians or sisters from the moque he attends.
“Anaiah constructed a persona for himself: charismatic, pleasant, respectful, principled — which make him very reliable to an outsider’s perspective, however ladies and femmes who he has used this efficiency to, to pursue and coerce/strain them into intercourse with him, know him as the alternative. When describing how they had been feeling after these conditions occurred, their emotions ranged from blindsided, uncomfortable, confused, violated, to being triggered to psychological instability from the interactions. His character, like a swap, modified when he didn’t get what he needed. He beforehand punched holes across the residence, drove recklessly with me within the automotive, has threatened to hurt himself, on an event together with his weapon, to others and to myself. Whereas I’m conscious of the problems he platforms and the methods he presents himself as charming, delicate, and intuitive, it doesn’t shock me that solely individuals who have been concerned with him intimately find out about or are even conscious of this aspect.
“After a number of weeks handed, I used to be in my room discussing to a pal who had come to go to me there, over a really lengthy name all that had transpired because the final time I noticed her, Anaiah recorded a part of my dialog by way of our bed room partitions and used it and has been utilizing that clip to justify the entire hurt he has put me by way of. He despatched it to the individual I used to be discussing, who he beforehand warned me was going to harm me, and he or she stated she was coming over proper then to do this, and he opened our entrance door to permit her to do this. She came visiting along with her members of the family and kicked my bed room door in whereas I used to be bare in mattress and on the telephone with my pal, and pushed me and demanded I rise up and battle her then and there whereas her household stood in my doorway and recorded this on their iPhone, Anaiah standing beside them.
“She stood in my mattress screaming over me for about 10 minutes till the neighbors referred to as the police and about 14 vehicles, marked and unmarked arrived to the residence.
All of us declined to speak to police and he or she left with this recording of me and the pal I used to be on the telephone with whereas this was occurring, rescued me shortly after and allowed me to remain at his place for the following few days regardless of recovering from Covid, whereas I might determine my subsequent transfer.
“All of us moved out that month and this occasion displaced our different Black feminine roommate, who has been remoted all through this for standing as much as him and supporting me.
“In a while in the identical day, his bandmate referred to as me and his different sufferer from the mosque, feigning sincerity and care, however was instructed to file each of our conversations with him, and was asking us questions concerning the nature of {our relationships} with Anaiah and what occurred, and was sending them to different individuals— which we now know is in case of something like this, they’ve an alibi. We informed him to go away us alone, to not file us, and blocked him. He proceeded to go on a rant slandering each of us and calling us liars and saying we had been attempting to “destroy what he labored so arduous for”, when none of this was ever about Zulu till they made it so, railroading the entire abuse and misconduct happening and making a narrative for us to be jilted lovers, as a substitute of people that had been deeply and repeatedly traumatized by Anaiah. Harassment endured for months— I used to be being stopped outdoors by individuals he is aware of asking if I’m nonetheless okay with [them], I’ve been harassed for months by way of social media and telephonically, up till the fires this yr, the place somebody he knew additionally from the mosque who helped him transfer out of our outdated residence recognized himself to txt me and name me a n*gger. Anaiah has shut down or lower off anybody who has tried to deliver this as much as him. My pal who was taking part in in his band whereas this was taking place who select to assist me was fired and changed with out discover and informed he made Anaiah really feel ‘uncomfortable’ after being repeatedly requested how I really feel about him persevering with to carry out with him.
“Shortly after this occasion the place I used to be assaulted in my bed room befell, I sought out mediation regardless of not being bodily capable of abdomen being in his presence, and the mediator knowledgeable me that Anaiah stated he can be taking self-accountability which is assuredly unfaithful, and the mediator stated that Anaiah requested if I might cease speaking about this. This was by no means mediated. Anaiah has employed many isolation ways to discourage me from being this public till now, trying to protect his picture and guarantee I used to be unheard and he was successfully, someway, the sufferer. I need to identify right here now that Anaiah is just not protected. He parrots language of revolution and group with out really ever personifying this stuff, and is extremely expert in manipulation. His refusal to acknowledge precisely what hurt he has achieved to grasp and apologizing and explaining what actions you’re going to take to these round you to not trigger this sort of hurt once more makes him on the very least, extraordinarily poisonous, and really harmful, particularly to Black ladies. With a platform with such messaging as being pro-Black, pro-liberation, antiestablishment, this group deserves restorative justice.
After altering addresses, telephone numbers, and selecting to not revisit areas this man frequents to keep away from any interplay, I lastly really feel protected sufficient to share this a lot. This doesn’t cowl the complete scope of all experiences and element the entire grooming, manipulation, and coercion that befell over the previous 2 years. I nonetheless very a lot really feel unsafe in sure locations in LA, together with spiritual settings, out of concern of working into him or any of those individuals who I do know are enabling his habits once more. The affect of fleeing this case has been completely debilitating and impacts me everyday, each single day.
“I’ve requested privately however I’ll now ask publicly, to not assist or collaborate with Anaiah or any of his varied tasks till he takes
accountability for his actions. I ask that you don’t have interaction in any sufferer blaming. Anaiah has and can proceed to aim to deflect blame and painting himself as a sufferer and I ask that you just deal with the affect of his actions and and the affect and ripple impact of hurt he has induced myself and others— by the use of coercion, sexual assault, displacement, invasion of privateness, gaslighting, harassment, firing, triangulation, isolation, manipulation.
“The immeasurable quantity of emotional labor it takes to recount and share this brazenly as a consequence of its delicate nature, and the retaliation and harassment I’ve already confronted a number of occasions from Anaiah and associates from trying to discuss this can’t be overstated. Sharing this has is extremely scary as a result of in any case I’ve already handled I don’t know what they’ll do subsequent.
“I ask in your love, assist, and charm. Right now, I wish to thank associates and family members close to and afar, outdated and new, who’ve held house for me, helped me, held me, housed me, fed me, cared for me throughout panic assaults, and made sacrifices of their private {and professional} lives to assist me unequivocally by way of what appeared like an limitless nightmare, and have inspired me to be open and sincere as I proceed navigating therapeutic this deeply traumatic interval, which can take a few years.
“I’m and can stay open to participating in conversations with victims who’ve spoken out about him earlier than and others who might select to come back ahead after studying this. You shouldn’t have to reside in isolation or silence any longer. Allow us to proceed to create protected areas, preserve them protected, and maintain one another accountable.”
On the time of my scripting this, it doesn’t seem that Muhammad has issued a response.
